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anorexiarecover Un petit tour dans ma tête. 
Ça ne va pas, je ne m’en sort plus toute seule. Le cercle vicieux est revenu entre restriction, crises et hyperactivité. Ça ne va pas du tout coter maladie mais coter moral ça peux aller. 
Souvent nous anorexique boulimique ou encore orthorexique et j’en passe, nous nous taisons sur notre mal-être. Parce qu’on a peur de paraître faible, fragile et déglinguer du cerveau. 
Mais la vérité c’est qu’on a le droit d’aller mal. Oui on peux aller mal et ça ne fais pas de nous quelqu’un de faible mais quelqu’un de fort car on ose demander de l’aide. 
Demain je vais demander de l’aide à mon généraliste. Je vais lui demander de me trouver une solution et si il en trouve pas j’irais en voir un autre jusqu’à ce que je trouve le bon. 
L’hôpital de jour c’est fini pour moi. Je ne veux plus jamais y mettre les pieds. Je suis très en colère contre mon nutritionniste qui ne trouve pas de solutions alors que son métier est fais pour nous aider. 
Alors voilà ça va pas. Ça fais de moi quelqu’un de faible? Non je crois pas. Mais j’ai peur de vous décevoir car je ne suis pas aussi forte que vous ne le penser. 
Je continue mon chemin, je continue de vivre une vie que je n’ai pas accepter. Une vie imposer par la maladie. Car oui on vie par procuration. Je vie par procuration moi en tout cas je suis spectatrice de ma vie et non pas actrice. 
Je vous embrasse ❤️⭐️ #anorexierecovery #anorexiemoncombat #anorexiafighter #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #boulimievomitive #boulimierecovery #tca #tcarecovery #smile #frenchgirl #french #liberation #acoeurouvert #penseedujour
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 16:07:58
Un petit tour dans ma tête. Ça ne va pas, je ne m’en sort plus toute seule. Le cercle vicieux est revenu entre restriction, crises et hyperactivité. Ça ne va pas du tout coter maladie mais coter moral ça peux aller. Souvent nous anorexique boulimique ou encore orthorexique et j’en passe, nous nous taisons sur notre mal-être. Parce qu’on a peur de paraître faible, fragile et déglinguer du cerveau. Mais la vérité c’est qu’on a le droit d’aller mal. Oui on peux aller mal et ça ne fais pas de nous quelqu’un de faible mais quelqu’un de fort car on ose demander de l’aide. Demain je vais demander de l’aide à mon généraliste. Je vais lui demander de me trouver une solution et si il en trouve pas j’irais en voir un autre jusqu’à ce que je trouve le bon. L’hôpital de jour c’est fini pour moi. Je ne veux plus jamais y mettre les pieds. Je suis très en colère contre mon nutritionniste qui ne trouve pas de solutions alors que son métier est fais pour nous aider. Alors voilà ça va pas. Ça fais de moi quelqu’un de faible? Non je crois pas. Mais j’ai peur de vous décevoir car je ne suis pas aussi forte que vous ne le penser. Je continue mon chemin, je continue de vivre une vie que je n’ai pas accepter. Une vie imposer par la maladie. Car oui on vie par procuration. Je vie par procuration moi en tout cas je suis spectatrice de ma vie et non pas actrice. Je vous embrasse ❤️⭐️ #anorexierecovery #anorexiemoncombat #anorexiafighter #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #boulimievomitive #boulimierecovery #tca #tcarecovery #smile #frenchgirl #french #liberation #acoeurouvert #penseedujour
anorexiarecover Le dessin. 
Ce qui me permet de m’exprimer car comme vous le savez j’ai énormément de mal à parler. 
Depuis peu j’ai remis le dessin et l’écriture ce qui me fais énormément de bien. Au mois je peu mettre sur papier toutes les émotions qui m’envahissent sans avertir. 
Ça permet de m’évader et de pensée à autre chose que la nourriture, là culpabilité et ça me canalise. 
Aujourd’hui j’ai réussis à dessiner ma tristesse. Je suis triste de pas réussir à manger comme les autres, je suis triste d’être malade, je suis triste de ne pas réussir en se moment à me bouger le cul. Car oui faut l’avouer là je me laisse vivre 🤷‍♀️. Enfin je sais pas trop, je fais d’énorme effort pour manger un minimum car si j’écoutais la maladie je ne mangerais rien de la journée et je marcherais tout le temps. 
Là j’arrive à manger un minimum avec beaucoup de culpabilité par contre. 
Je me bat quand même. Je me bat pour vivre, les petits repas que j’arrive à faire empêche la maladie de s’installer totalement. Il y a une part de moi qui lutte et l’autre qui est fatigué. 
Car oui c’est fatiguant d’être forte tout les jours, c’est fatiguant de vouloir prouver ce que l’on vaut tout les jours et c’est dur de lutter contre les idées qui reviennent en boucle. 
Et toi tu as une passions? Dit là en commentaire! ❤️⭐️ Je crois toujours en ma phrase fétiche « take back my peace of mind. » @celinedion 
#anorexierecovery #anorexiemoncombat #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #boulimievomitive #boulimierecovery #tca #tcarecovery #dessin #dessins #drawing #disney #disneylandparis #french #frenchgirl #smile #bretagne
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Posted at: 2019-07-22 19:08:18
Le dessin. Ce qui me permet de m’exprimer car comme vous le savez j’ai énormément de mal à parler. Depuis peu j’ai remis le dessin et l’écriture ce qui me fais énormément de bien. Au mois je peu mettre sur papier toutes les émotions qui m’envahissent sans avertir. Ça permet de m’évader et de pensée à autre chose que la nourriture, là culpabilité et ça me canalise. Aujourd’hui j’ai réussis à dessiner ma tristesse. Je suis triste de pas réussir à manger comme les autres, je suis triste d’être malade, je suis triste de ne pas réussir en se moment à me bouger le cul. Car oui faut l’avouer là je me laisse vivre 🤷‍♀️. Enfin je sais pas trop, je fais d’énorme effort pour manger un minimum car si j’écoutais la maladie je ne mangerais rien de la journée et je marcherais tout le temps. Là j’arrive à manger un minimum avec beaucoup de culpabilité par contre. Je me bat quand même. Je me bat pour vivre, les petits repas que j’arrive à faire empêche la maladie de s’installer totalement. Il y a une part de moi qui lutte et l’autre qui est fatigué. Car oui c’est fatiguant d’être forte tout les jours, c’est fatiguant de vouloir prouver ce que l’on vaut tout les jours et c’est dur de lutter contre les idées qui reviennent en boucle. Et toi tu as une passions? Dit là en commentaire! ❤️⭐️ Je crois toujours en ma phrase fétiche « take back my peace of mind. » @celinedion #anorexierecovery #anorexiemoncombat #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #boulimievomitive #boulimierecovery #tca #tcarecovery #dessin #dessins #drawing #disney #disneylandparis #french #frenchgirl #smile #bretagne
anorexiarecover Yes!! What are some other reasons to stop dieting? Let me know below ⬇️
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 02:24:33
Yes!! What are some other reasons to stop dieting? Let me know below ⬇️ . . 📸: @thebodylovesociety
anorexiarecover À toi mon petit corps. 
À toi mon petit corps qui me porte chaque jour. Je tenais à te remercier de ne pas m’avoir encore lâcher. 
Je t’en fais voir des verte et des pas mûres mais tu reste debout, malgré la restriction, l’hyperactivité et les crises de boulimie vomitive tu reste debout.

Merci de me tenir debout. Merci de ne pas lâcher, merci ne me laissez vivre ainsi. 
Je ne te porte pas vraiment dans mon cœur, je te trouve pas très beau, dans ma tête je te vois même un petit peu gros mais un jour je te promet de t’aimer. 
C’est pas que je te déteste mais presque. Tu es un peu un inconnu, je te redécouvre chaque jour dans la glasse avec des qualités et tes défauts. 
Balance, miroir rien ne m’aide à t’aimer. Je suis esclaves de la maladie. Je suis esclaves des mauvaises pensées. Mais je te le promet petit corps un jour on s’aimera, un jour tout sera fini. 
Un jour je serais en paix avec toi, promis. « Take back my peace of mind. » 
Toujours avec ma @celinedion dans les oreilles pour chausser les mauvaises pensées. Sans c’est chanson je serais déjà plus là, je m’accroche à la vie grâce a elle. Si je pouvais je lui offrirais milles fleurs. Une pour chaque minutes à écouter ses chanson qui me font vivre. 
Merci à vous toutes d’être là pour moi je ne vous remercierais jamais assez. @christelle.lb_ @pas_despoir_ @alyssa_lrx  @_abricot__ je vous porte dans mon cœur ❤️ #anorexierecovery #anorexiemoncombat #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #tca #tcarecovery #boulimievomitive #boulimierecovery #french #frenchgirl #plage #playa #recovering #recovery
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Posted at: 2019-07-21 12:01:40
À toi mon petit corps. À toi mon petit corps qui me porte chaque jour. Je tenais à te remercier de ne pas m’avoir encore lâcher. Je t’en fais voir des verte et des pas mûres mais tu reste debout, malgré la restriction, l’hyperactivité et les crises de boulimie vomitive tu reste debout. Merci de me tenir debout. Merci de ne pas lâcher, merci ne me laissez vivre ainsi. Je ne te porte pas vraiment dans mon cœur, je te trouve pas très beau, dans ma tête je te vois même un petit peu gros mais un jour je te promet de t’aimer. C’est pas que je te déteste mais presque. Tu es un peu un inconnu, je te redécouvre chaque jour dans la glasse avec des qualités et tes défauts. Balance, miroir rien ne m’aide à t’aimer. Je suis esclaves de la maladie. Je suis esclaves des mauvaises pensées. Mais je te le promet petit corps un jour on s’aimera, un jour tout sera fini. Un jour je serais en paix avec toi, promis. « Take back my peace of mind. » Toujours avec ma @celinedion dans les oreilles pour chausser les mauvaises pensées. Sans c’est chanson je serais déjà plus là, je m’accroche à la vie grâce a elle. Si je pouvais je lui offrirais milles fleurs. Une pour chaque minutes à écouter ses chanson qui me font vivre. Merci à vous toutes d’être là pour moi je ne vous remercierais jamais assez. @christelle.lb_ @pas_despoir_ @alyssa_lrx @_abricot__ je vous porte dans mon cœur ❤️ #anorexierecovery #anorexiemoncombat #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #tca #tcarecovery #boulimievomitive #boulimierecovery #french #frenchgirl #plage #playa #recovering #recovery
anorexiarecover Orientalisch gefüllte Paprikaschote mit Sauce,Nudeln und Mischgemüse.
Zum Dessert gab es ein Muffin mit Aprikosenfüllung.

Manchmal bekommt man ein Schlag und denkt die ganze Welt bricht jetzt zusammen und es macht alles kein Sinn mehr. Ein einziger Moment,wenige Sekunden können uns so runterziehen und demotivieren was wir uns lange erarbeitet haben. Diese kurze Zeit kann unser Leben auf den Kopf stellen. Wir lassen auch noch zu ,dass es verbaut und umgestellt wird. Ohne uns zu fragen wieso dieser Schlag gekommen ist fallen wir in alte Muster und denken es hilft uns. Aber nein es wird immer schlimmer,die Krankheit immer präsenter und wir dürfen von Null anfangen. 
Es gibt so viele unschöne Momente. Situationen vor den man Angst hat und am liebsten davon laufen möchte. Aber würden wir ein Leben führen wo alles schön und bunt ist ,würden wir die kleinen Dinge im Leben nicht mehr wahrnehmen und nicht wertschätzen. Heutzutage schätzen wir alle viel zu wenig wert. Wir nehmen es als selbstverständlich ein Dach über dem Haus zu haben ,genug zu Essen oder so eine gute medizinische Behandlung zu kriegen. 
Das Leben kann nicht nur rund laufen ,sonst würden wir nicht dazu lernen und immer auf unseren Fehlern sitzen bleiben. Und so schwer es ist solche scheiß Situation gehören dazu und in genau solchen darf man nicht aufgeben. Das hab ich für mich verstanden ich muss immer weiter machen und nein ich muss keinem beweisen wie stark ich bin . Ich muss nur mir zeigen,dass ich es schaffe und an mich glaube! Egal wie schwer es an einigen Tagen auch sein mag... “вєαυту вєgιηѕ тнє мσмєηт уσυ ∂є¢ι∂є тσ вє уσυяѕєℓƒ”

#recoveryfood #recovery #recoverywin #recoverysayings #recovered #recoveryrocks #recoveringaddict #recoverycommunity #recoveryaccount #recoverywarriors #recoverywarrior #recoveryrun #recoveryispossible #mentalillnessrecovery #anorexiafight #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #anorexiawarrior #anorexiasucks #beatinganorexia #fightanorexia #anorexiarecoverymeal #beatana #2fab4ana
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 19:06:20
Orientalisch gefüllte Paprikaschote mit Sauce,Nudeln und Mischgemüse. Zum Dessert gab es ein Muffin mit Aprikosenfüllung. Manchmal bekommt man ein Schlag und denkt die ganze Welt bricht jetzt zusammen und es macht alles kein Sinn mehr. Ein einziger Moment,wenige Sekunden können uns so runterziehen und demotivieren was wir uns lange erarbeitet haben. Diese kurze Zeit kann unser Leben auf den Kopf stellen. Wir lassen auch noch zu ,dass es verbaut und umgestellt wird. Ohne uns zu fragen wieso dieser Schlag gekommen ist fallen wir in alte Muster und denken es hilft uns. Aber nein es wird immer schlimmer,die Krankheit immer präsenter und wir dürfen von Null anfangen. Es gibt so viele unschöne Momente. Situationen vor den man Angst hat und am liebsten davon laufen möchte. Aber würden wir ein Leben führen wo alles schön und bunt ist ,würden wir die kleinen Dinge im Leben nicht mehr wahrnehmen und nicht wertschätzen. Heutzutage schätzen wir alle viel zu wenig wert. Wir nehmen es als selbstverständlich ein Dach über dem Haus zu haben ,genug zu Essen oder so eine gute medizinische Behandlung zu kriegen. Das Leben kann nicht nur rund laufen ,sonst würden wir nicht dazu lernen und immer auf unseren Fehlern sitzen bleiben. Und so schwer es ist solche scheiß Situation gehören dazu und in genau solchen darf man nicht aufgeben. Das hab ich für mich verstanden ich muss immer weiter machen und nein ich muss keinem beweisen wie stark ich bin . Ich muss nur mir zeigen,dass ich es schaffe und an mich glaube! Egal wie schwer es an einigen Tagen auch sein mag... “вєαυту вєgιηѕ тнє мσмєηт уσυ ∂є¢ι∂є тσ вє уσυяѕєℓƒ” #recoveryfood #recovery #recoverywin #recoverysayings #recovered #recoveryrocks #recoveringaddict #recoverycommunity #recoveryaccount #recoverywarriors #recoverywarrior #recoveryrun #recoveryispossible #mentalillnessrecovery #anorexiafight #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #anorexiawarrior #anorexiasucks #beatinganorexia #fightanorexia #anorexiarecoverymeal #beatana #2fab4ana
anorexiarecover #FDOE 23/7-2019

#breakfast •porridge•toast with Nutella, butter and cheese•juice•
#morningsnack •musli top•2 rice cakes•
#lunch •2 mozzarella and pesto toasts (grilled cheese•
#afternoonsnack •a huge ice cream•
#Dinner•chicken•burger•bulges•
tzataiki•
#nightsnack •yoghurt with cereal•toast with Nutella, butter and cheese•chocolate•strawberry•
Keep fighting 💓💖 •

Hoppas ni har haft en bra dag, imorgon har jag vägning🥴men efter det ska vi till en strand och ha ”picknick”😍 #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #recovery #recoverywin #minniemaudrecovery #minniemaud
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 21:15:06
#FDOE 23/7-2019 #breakfast •porridge•toast with Nutella, butter and cheese•juice• #morningsnack •musli top•2 rice cakes• #lunch •2 mozzarella and pesto toasts (grilled cheese• #afternoonsnack •a huge ice cream• #Dinner•chicken•burger•bulges• tzataiki• #nightsnack •yoghurt with cereal•toast with Nutella, butter and cheese•chocolate•strawberry• Keep fighting 💓💖 • Hoppas ni har haft en bra dag, imorgon har jag vägning🥴men efter det ska vi till en strand och ha ”picknick”😍 #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #recovery #recoverywin #minniemaudrecovery #minniemaud
anorexiarecover 🥂 summertime 🤷🏼‍♀️
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Posted at: 2019-07-22 20:25:08
anorexiarecover BE YOURSELF because when you're trying to be someone else you just look dumb. OWN who you are and hold your head high. Be confident, don't be a poser! 🤦‍♀️ Can you tell I'm speaking from experience? 🙄
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Posted at: 2019-07-24 00:07:49
BE YOURSELF because when you're trying to be someone else you just look dumb. OWN who you are and hold your head high. Be confident, don't be a poser! 🤦‍♀️ Can you tell I'm speaking from experience? 🙄
anorexiarecover small but kinda huge update for me haha- so me and my mum went out for breakfast today and i didn't count at all!! another huge thing i moved up to advanced modern at my dance studio !! which im incredibly excited for because i worked super hard last year and i cannot wait for this year:)
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:55:15
small but kinda huge update for me haha- so me and my mum went out for breakfast today and i didn't count at all!! another huge thing i moved up to advanced modern at my dance studio !! which im incredibly excited for because i worked super hard last year and i cannot wait for this year:) - - - #edrecovery #edhope #edawareness #ed #edhelp #eatingdisorderhotline #eatingdisorderhelpline #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisordertreatment #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderhope #anorexiarecover #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiaawareness #anorexiasurvivor #fightanorexia #selfworth #selflove #selfcare #loveyourself #positivity
anorexiarecover First dinner here in Spain 😍
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I’ve promised my mom but mostly myself that I’m gonna try my best to ignore my ed and eat whatever I want! I’m going to enjoy this vacation and my ed can not stop me!💪🏼
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:47:01
First dinner here in Spain 😍 - I’ve promised my mom but mostly myself that I’m gonna try my best to ignore my ed and eat whatever I want! I’m going to enjoy this vacation and my ed can not stop me!💪🏼 - TW I ate some chocolate, breadsticks, cookies, peanuts etc with my family after the dinner and I feel so huge right now, ugh anxiety is killing me... - #anorexia #anorexiarecovering #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecoverymeal #anorexiarecover #anorexiarecoveryfood #fearfood #fearfoodchallenge #anorexiafearfood #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #äs #ätstörning #ätstörningar #ätstörd #ätstörningsrecovery #ätstörningscentrum #eatittobeatit #eatittobeatit #pasta #spain #vacation #fuckanorexia
anorexiarecover Hi guys :( so I’m going through a “breakup” with my on/off kinda “boyfriend” of 3 years after never feeling good enough for him, never spending time with him, never feeling loved. I have no appetite at all, I’ve been spending most of my days crying in bed. Figured I’d eat some salad in bed because it’s better than eating nothing at all. If anyone has any tips on how to get an appetite back when you’re really down, please let me know:( I’m scared this is gonna set me back in recovery 🥺 #anarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexiafighter #edwarrior #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:43:18
Hi guys :( so I’m going through a “breakup” with my on/off kinda “boyfriend” of 3 years after never feeling good enough for him, never spending time with him, never feeling loved. I have no appetite at all, I’ve been spending most of my days crying in bed. Figured I’d eat some salad in bed because it’s better than eating nothing at all. If anyone has any tips on how to get an appetite back when you’re really down, please let me know:( I’m scared this is gonna set me back in recovery 🥺 #anarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexiafighter #edwarrior #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery
anorexiarecover Todays food!
Not gonna lie, I didn’t get a photo of all my food!!! But I tried!

#anorexianevosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexiawarrior #anorexiafighter #bulimiarecovery #fightana
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:37:12
Todays food! Not gonna lie, I didn’t get a photo of all my food!!! But I tried! #anorexianevosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexiawarrior #anorexiafighter #bulimiarecovery #fightana
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:35:29
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:33:27
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anorexiarecover QUOTE OF THE DAY ✨ •
- i’m a big believer that everything happens for a reason. Its sad that an illness can make you lose so much.
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- My darkest months almost cost me my relationship & friendships. I pushed away my family and acted irrationally. It wasn’t until I began therapy that now i’m stable enough to rebuild those relationships. •
- ANA WONT WIN. Hell no, i’m here to have a good time & thats with friends, my partner, family & my beautiful baby boy. •
- its tough, and its scary. But we know these people are in our lives for a blessing. Unlike our illness. 
#fuckana
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:26:21
QUOTE OF THE DAY ✨ • - i’m a big believer that everything happens for a reason. Its sad that an illness can make you lose so much. • - My darkest months almost cost me my relationship & friendships. I pushed away my family and acted irrationally. It wasn’t until I began therapy that now i’m stable enough to rebuild those relationships. • - ANA WONT WIN. Hell no, i’m here to have a good time & thats with friends, my partner, family & my beautiful baby boy. • - its tough, and its scary. But we know these people are in our lives for a blessing. Unlike our illness. #fuckana
anorexiarecover I used to look at this view and envy people for being able to spend as much time as they wanted at the gym while in couldn’t. I am still not allowed to go into a gym due to my recovery. Do I miss it, he’ll yeah. But I learned that it is not the most important thing. My values used to be 1. Gym, 2 food plan/restriction, 3 family, 4 work. How skewed it was and how for I’ve come. You can do it do. If you have intrusive or obsessive thought about the gym and you can stop, you may want to look into professional help. .
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:20:15
I used to look at this view and envy people for being able to spend as much time as they wanted at the gym while in couldn’t. I am still not allowed to go into a gym due to my recovery. Do I miss it, he’ll yeah. But I learned that it is not the most important thing. My values used to be 1. Gym, 2 food plan/restriction, 3 family, 4 work. How skewed it was and how for I’ve come. You can do it do. If you have intrusive or obsessive thought about the gym and you can stop, you may want to look into professional help. . . . #edwarriors #eatingdisorderawareness #edrecovery #neda #selfcare #mentalhealth #anorexia #anorexiarecover #mindfulness #eatingdisorderecovery #eatingdisorderblogger #motivation #ed #health #selflove #selfcare #change #eatingdisorder #maleshaveeatingdisorderstoo #mentalhealthawareness #edsupport #eatingdisordersupport #recovery #obsessiveexercise #gymlifesucks #therapy #struggling #lifeishard #intrusivethoughts #exerciseandeatingdisorders #bodydysmorphia
anorexiarecover Lunch #dEats: Spinach/arugula salad with cashew cream dressing, a chopped up salmon burger patty, carrots and tomatoes! 💭: This Lunch was so yummy and nourishing. I’m a little uncomfortable with the feeling of fullness right now but I’m proud that I felt good eating this lunch. It’s okay to feel full. It’s completely natural. #edrecovery #yummyfood #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexiafight #recoverywarrior #recoverywarriors #foodisfuel #nourish #nouroshtoflourish #lunch #lunchbowl #salad
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:18:44
Lunch #dEats: Spinach/arugula salad with cashew cream dressing, a chopped up salmon burger patty, carrots and tomatoes! 💭: This Lunch was so yummy and nourishing. I’m a little uncomfortable with the feeling of fullness right now but I’m proud that I felt good eating this lunch. It’s okay to feel full. It’s completely natural. #edrecovery #yummyfood #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexiafight #recoverywarrior #recoverywarriors #foodisfuel #nourish #nouroshtoflourish #lunch #lunchbowl #salad
anorexiarecover TB zu diesen leckeren Gnocchis😍🥰 Heutiger Themenpost: Umgang mit Triggern

Ich muss sagen, ich bin selbst auch nicht so gut darin, aber ein paar Tipps habe ich schon💗 Dinge die mich triggern sind zum Beispiel
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:10:40
TB zu diesen leckeren Gnocchis😍🥰 Heutiger Themenpost: Umgang mit Triggern Ich muss sagen, ich bin selbst auch nicht so gut darin, aber ein paar Tipps habe ich schon💗 Dinge die mich triggern sind zum Beispiel "Ich frühstücke nie", "Ich war heute schon joggen" oder "Ich hab 2 Kilo abgenommen"... Man muss dabei bedenken, dass das Sätze sind, die ein gesunder einfach so dahinsagt, ohne überhaupt darüber nachzudenken, ohne zu wissen, was das bei anderen anrichten kann... Sie wollen euch nicht damit verletzen. Mir hilft es in diesen Situationen immer zu denken, dass das eine andere Person ist, die ein anderes Leben führt, denn ich mache alles so, wie es für mich passt und sorge für mich, die anderen für sich... Dann denke ich mir außerdem noch, dass nur weil Person XY nicht frühstückt, dass nicht heißt dass sie weniger isst als ich, vielleicht ist sie mehr Snacks oder beim Mittagessen mehr oder so, außerdem beeinflusst es mein Leben und mein Gewicht nicht, ich kann genauso mein Gewicht halten, wenn meine Kalorienmenge für mich passt, auch wenn diese Person nicht frühstückt... Danach versuche ich mich immer ganz von dem Thema abzulenken und den Satz möglichst schnell zu vergessen... Ich hoffe ich konnte euch weiterhelfen... #anafighter #recovery #anarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexiafighter #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafight #anorexierecovery #food #love #pasta #fight
anorexiarecover So tonight was another favourite. Paneer skewers and salad. This was absolutely beautiful and a lovely way to finish our beautiful day out in Stratford. Really struggling atm with my thoughts as I just constantly feel like I'm putting on weight and I really don't want to put any on. And the crazy thing is I don't weigh myself for this reason so i don't even know if I have or not. Trying to stick to eating and always eating at least one meal a day but it's just so hard especially when I feel this crap.
Back at work tomorrow for another 10 days straight  but time to chill out now with babe for abit.

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Posted at: 2019-07-23 23:10:23
So tonight was another favourite. Paneer skewers and salad. This was absolutely beautiful and a lovely way to finish our beautiful day out in Stratford. Really struggling atm with my thoughts as I just constantly feel like I'm putting on weight and I really don't want to put any on. And the crazy thing is I don't weigh myself for this reason so i don't even know if I have or not. Trying to stick to eating and always eating at least one meal a day but it's just so hard especially when I feel this crap. Back at work tomorrow for another 10 days straight but time to chill out now with babe for abit. @bethylouuu #health #healthyrecipes #edrecovery #anorexiarecover #bulimiarecovery #ed #freedomfoods #kickannasass #glutenfree #ibs #glutenfreerecipes #glutenfreefood #challengeana #change #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #recoverywin #startoday #healthylifestyle #edfighter #edwin #myjourney #foodjourney #itgetsbetter #ivegotthis #recoverycommunity #recoverywarrior #fitnessfoods #healthylifestyle #veggies
anorexiarecover hola! como se portan sus vacaciones?
Yo aca aprovechando a reencontrarme con viejas amigas que veo poco por cuestiones de diferentes rutinas y horarios... El domingo fui al cine con una de ellas, me encanto, la pase re bien y volvi a casa renovada 😌 .
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Y este bello reencuentro en @palotescoffee del dia de ayer con una de mis amigas que mas quiero y que la veo poco, asi que aprovechamos y charlamos mucho, de paso se quedo a dormir en casa y durante la noche comimos un biznikken nevado  cada una ♥️ (era mi chocolate fav de mi infancia, no lo saboreaba desde años, me senti super bien) .
Mi merienda se baso en: 🌸Vaso de yogur natural, con granola y frutos rojos + Café con leche🌸
Amo el café con leche de este lugar porque son enormes y puedo disfrutarlo haciendo que me dure jajaja!
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Estaba todo muy rico y no estuve para nada preocupada, ayer no pense en ningún momento en las malditas kcal, me senti tranquila y relajada. Como si mi mente logro descansar un rato 💆🏽‍♀️
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En otras noticias, tuve médico, y subi 1 kg!!!! Omg, lo tome muy bien, tranquila, y da ilusiones de que falta menos para que me dejen volver a hacer deporte! Mi amado hockey y atletismo, los extraño. .
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Me encuentro bastante tranquila y mucho mejor que los dias anteriores, animada, estos dias estuve merendando cosas no habituales, diferentes, sin info nutricional especifica y eso me ayuda a disfrutar un poco mas de lo que como, acompañada de momentos compartidos 🤗💪🏼 Ennn fin, disfruten de sus vacaciones! Que tengan un lindo martesss 💖
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:51:13
hola! como se portan sus vacaciones? Yo aca aprovechando a reencontrarme con viejas amigas que veo poco por cuestiones de diferentes rutinas y horarios... El domingo fui al cine con una de ellas, me encanto, la pase re bien y volvi a casa renovada 😌 . . Y este bello reencuentro en @palotescoffee del dia de ayer con una de mis amigas que mas quiero y que la veo poco, asi que aprovechamos y charlamos mucho, de paso se quedo a dormir en casa y durante la noche comimos un biznikken nevado cada una ♥️ (era mi chocolate fav de mi infancia, no lo saboreaba desde años, me senti super bien) . Mi merienda se baso en: 🌸Vaso de yogur natural, con granola y frutos rojos + Café con leche🌸 Amo el café con leche de este lugar porque son enormes y puedo disfrutarlo haciendo que me dure jajaja! . . Estaba todo muy rico y no estuve para nada preocupada, ayer no pense en ningún momento en las malditas kcal, me senti tranquila y relajada. Como si mi mente logro descansar un rato 💆🏽‍♀️ . . En otras noticias, tuve médico, y subi 1 kg!!!! Omg, lo tome muy bien, tranquila, y da ilusiones de que falta menos para que me dejen volver a hacer deporte! Mi amado hockey y atletismo, los extraño. . . Me encuentro bastante tranquila y mucho mejor que los dias anteriores, animada, estos dias estuve merendando cosas no habituales, diferentes, sin info nutricional especifica y eso me ayuda a disfrutar un poco mas de lo que como, acompañada de momentos compartidos 🤗💪🏼 Ennn fin, disfruten de sus vacaciones! Que tengan un lindo martesss 💖 . #superandountca #tca #anarecovery #bodyrecovery #eatingdisorderecovery #norestriction #nodiet #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #recovered #fuckuana #eatforlife #recoverywin #fearfood #recoverywarrior #anarecovery #recoveryfood #anarecoverydiary #recoverydiary
anorexiarecover Guten Abend ☺️
Ich muss sagen, dass heute echt ein guter Tag war. Ich habe endlich die wundervolle @bring_lou_back getroffen und sie ist echt nett und wir verstehen uns super und werden uns bestimmt bald wieder treffen❤️
Wir waren in gefühlt allen Drogerien und Supermärkten 😂 zum Mittag habe ich den Salat gegessen und joa🙌🏼
Durch meinen Bewegungsdrang bin ich dann 45 Minuten Nachhause gelaufen, obwohl ich mit dem Bus hätte fahren können😬😁
Naja.. zum Abendessen gab es dann das auf dem teller mit Fruschkäse🙌🏼 ich liebe Tomate Mozarelle 😍
Danach habe ich trainiert und jetzt gibt es noch einen Riesen nightsnack für mich was ein Riesen #fearfood ist😫 aber ich schaffe das #challenge
Achso und ich habe heute Frozen Joghurt selber gemacht 😍 er war gut
#buddhabowl #minniemaud #anoréxie #anarecovery #anorexiafight #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecover #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #food #fdoe #eating #edrecovery #ed #ana #proana #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #fight #warrior
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:41:06
Guten Abend ☺️ Ich muss sagen, dass heute echt ein guter Tag war. Ich habe endlich die wundervolle @bring_lou_back getroffen und sie ist echt nett und wir verstehen uns super und werden uns bestimmt bald wieder treffen❤️ Wir waren in gefühlt allen Drogerien und Supermärkten 😂 zum Mittag habe ich den Salat gegessen und joa🙌🏼 Durch meinen Bewegungsdrang bin ich dann 45 Minuten Nachhause gelaufen, obwohl ich mit dem Bus hätte fahren können😬😁 Naja.. zum Abendessen gab es dann das auf dem teller mit Fruschkäse🙌🏼 ich liebe Tomate Mozarelle 😍 Danach habe ich trainiert und jetzt gibt es noch einen Riesen nightsnack für mich was ein Riesen #fearfood ist😫 aber ich schaffe das #challenge Achso und ich habe heute Frozen Joghurt selber gemacht 😍 er war gut #buddhabowl #minniemaud #anoréxie #anarecovery #anorexiafight #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecover #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #food #fdoe #eating #edrecovery #ed #ana #proana #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #fight #warrior
anorexiarecover Dinner last night was simply a tray of instant macaroni and cheese because my dad had to unfortunately go back to work. It was incredibly yummy, though, and I even refused to look at the amount of calories on the back of the packaging! What a score for me. ☀️
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:39:05
Dinner last night was simply a tray of instant macaroni and cheese because my dad had to unfortunately go back to work. It was incredibly yummy, though, and I even refused to look at the amount of calories on the back of the packaging! What a score for me. ☀️ ——————————————————————————— { #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #eattobeatit #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexiafighter #anorexiafight #anorexiawarrior #ednos #ednosrecovery #ednoswarrior #prorecoveryana }
anorexiarecover Lunch yesterday was this tray of yummy veggies with a heck of a lot of Chinese noodles buried underneath. I’ll admit, I was originally aiming for simply a dish of noodles but had too much anxiety to ask the people behind the register, so I just ate the noodles out of it. No regrets, however. It was extremely delicious. ☀️
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:32:27
Lunch yesterday was this tray of yummy veggies with a heck of a lot of Chinese noodles buried underneath. I’ll admit, I was originally aiming for simply a dish of noodles but had too much anxiety to ask the people behind the register, so I just ate the noodles out of it. No regrets, however. It was extremely delicious. ☀️ ——————————————————————————- { #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #eattobeatit #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #anorexiafight #ednos #ednosrecovery #ednoswarrior #prorecoveryana }
anorexiarecover ALMUERZO!!🌱💖
Fideos integrales con garbanzos y verduras(zapallo italiano, zanahoria, champiñones y espinaca), le agregué una cucharada de humus sabor pesto para que quedara más cremoso y definitivamente lo mejoro muchoo, me encanto.
🌻Finalmente hoy baile bastante, por un momento sentí culpa pero después se me paso.

#veganfoodlover #vegantasty #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anarecovery #anorexiafighter #almuerzovegano #fuckanorexia #recoverywin #recoverychallenge #recoverywarrior
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:27:00
ALMUERZO!!🌱💖 Fideos integrales con garbanzos y verduras(zapallo italiano, zanahoria, champiñones y espinaca), le agregué una cucharada de humus sabor pesto para que quedara más cremoso y definitivamente lo mejoro muchoo, me encanto. 🌻Finalmente hoy baile bastante, por un momento sentí culpa pero después se me paso. #veganfoodlover #vegantasty #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anarecovery #anorexiafighter #almuerzovegano #fuckanorexia #recoverywin #recoverychallenge #recoverywarrior
anorexiarecover Wat vind ik het soms lastig om mijn gevoel toe te laten, laat staan te delen met anderen. Vele mensen kunnen zeggen dat het je wat goeds brengt, maar dat heb ik nog nie  meegemaakt.

Hoe ging dat bij jullie? Gevoel toelaten? Met wie vonden jullie het delen het makkelijkst?

#anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:26:23
Wat vind ik het soms lastig om mijn gevoel toe te laten, laat staan te delen met anderen. Vele mensen kunnen zeggen dat het je wat goeds brengt, maar dat heb ik nog nie meegemaakt. Hoe ging dat bij jullie? Gevoel toelaten? Met wie vonden jullie het delen het makkelijkst? #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover
anorexiarecover ⚠️TW ⚠️
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The picture is actually my lunch from a week ago. Its yoghurt and granola! As i've said in almost all of my posts im not allowed to have yoghurt or porridge for lunch/dinner. Only for breakfast.
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So i have eaten sooo shitty like The only thing i have eaten these last few days are yoghurt and moms home baked bread.
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I've eaten so much bread that im scared i've gained Weight... I hate thinking like that but It's True so...
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So today at The clinic that we go to twice a week, The staff told me that if i don't start eating like normal again they wont let me go on my trip to Spain😩 And I don't know what to do, so when we came home i locked myself in The bathroom, without my mom knowing, and had a huge panic attack.
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When she found out she comforted me and just told me that it Will be alright and that i can beat this awful illness.
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But one thing is... When she says all of these great things, The things i get stuck up on are;
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:25:31
⚠️TW ⚠️ . . . The picture is actually my lunch from a week ago. Its yoghurt and granola! As i've said in almost all of my posts im not allowed to have yoghurt or porridge for lunch/dinner. Only for breakfast. . . So i have eaten sooo shitty like The only thing i have eaten these last few days are yoghurt and moms home baked bread. . . I've eaten so much bread that im scared i've gained Weight... I hate thinking like that but It's True so... . . So today at The clinic that we go to twice a week, The staff told me that if i don't start eating like normal again they wont let me go on my trip to Spain😩 And I don't know what to do, so when we came home i locked myself in The bathroom, without my mom knowing, and had a huge panic attack. . . When she found out she comforted me and just told me that it Will be alright and that i can beat this awful illness. . . But one thing is... When she says all of these great things, The things i get stuck up on are; "Or you Will get sick again" And I think, "Am i not sick now? Am i not sick enough to have an ed? Am i being dramatic?" And I know im sick but somehow i get so... Stuck on those words. And so much more like: "It was going so well up until now" and what my head translates it to: "Was i greedy? Were i gaining Too much Weight? Did i eat Too much? Do they think im not sick enough?" I know im sick but there is just something thats nagging on me, and I am trying to tell myself that it is my Ed thats shitting on me but dang it's hard🙁 . . I think my worst nightmare is the staff at The clinic telling me i'm "healthy" or "fine". Because they don't know what i do when they turn their back to me, they don't see the tears from crying, The sweat from bad exercise, The worry that makes me shake. They don't know. But i don't care, i Will get better. No matter what. I Will get there. I Will be happy. I Will live. . . #anorexianervosarecovery #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #mentalhealthrecovery #anorexiafighter #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexianevosa #anorexiarecover #fuckanorexianervosa #mentalhealthwarrior #beatinganorexia #eatindisorder #triggerwarningmaybe #recovery
anorexiarecover Los lososo’s 😂🐟
•aneb co dům dal, palačinky s sourcream, parmazánem (palačinka ze špaldovky, glutenfree vloček a vlašských ořechů) no a k tomu nejaká ta zeleninka•

Jako @keijs_us mi dal 11/10 ⭐️#food #losos #salmon #pancake #healthyfood #lunch #likeme #followme #healthylifestyle #budfit #dnesjem #traveling #fitgirl #anorexiarecover #anorexiarecoveryfood #bulimiarecovery #bingeeatingrecovery
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:24:59
Los lososo’s 😂🐟 •aneb co dům dal, palačinky s sourcream, parmazánem (palačinka ze špaldovky, glutenfree vloček a vlašských ořechů) no a k tomu nejaká ta zeleninka• Jako @keijs_us mi dal 11/10 ⭐️#food #losos #salmon #pancake #healthyfood #lunch #likeme #followme #healthylifestyle #budfit #dnesjem #traveling #fitgirl #anorexiarecover #anorexiarecoveryfood #bulimiarecovery #bingeeatingrecovery
anorexiarecover Breakfast which I ate OUT the other day was eggs, baked beans & 2 slices of buttered toast WHICH WAS HUGE BC I HAVEN'T HAD A HOT BREAKFAST LIKE THIS FOREVER!!!!!!!!
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So as I have mentioned I am being discharged from ED services on Friday which is terrifying. I'm already finding food hard & I'm really scared of relapsing as soon as I know that no one's watching. I called my CCO earlier & told her so, as well as some other things that have been bothering me which literally mean that I think I'm going insane (more insane than before) & she said we'd discuss it next session, as well as relapse prevention techniques. I also finally got my act together & emailed a teacher who's often helped me out & idk how that made me feel but at least I'm talking? Being at home is so hard right now every day I just want to burst into tears but it's going to be okay these feelings will pass.
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Hope everyone is having a good summer & taking care in this heat xx
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:23:03
Breakfast which I ate OUT the other day was eggs, baked beans & 2 slices of buttered toast WHICH WAS HUGE BC I HAVEN'T HAD A HOT BREAKFAST LIKE THIS FOREVER!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~ So as I have mentioned I am being discharged from ED services on Friday which is terrifying. I'm already finding food hard & I'm really scared of relapsing as soon as I know that no one's watching. I called my CCO earlier & told her so, as well as some other things that have been bothering me which literally mean that I think I'm going insane (more insane than before) & she said we'd discuss it next session, as well as relapse prevention techniques. I also finally got my act together & emailed a teacher who's often helped me out & idk how that made me feel but at least I'm talking? Being at home is so hard right now every day I just want to burst into tears but it's going to be okay these feelings will pass. ~~~~~ Hope everyone is having a good summer & taking care in this heat xx
anorexiarecover Breakfast yesterday was a delicious cinnamon muffin that I can’t seem to get enough of. At the end of the day, EDNOS doesn’t get to decide what cravings of mine I shouldn’t be allowed to have. I need to tell myself that this includes all categories of food, even ones that I need to fight to get back. ☀️
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:22:50
Breakfast yesterday was a delicious cinnamon muffin that I can’t seem to get enough of. At the end of the day, EDNOS doesn’t get to decide what cravings of mine I shouldn’t be allowed to have. I need to tell myself that this includes all categories of food, even ones that I need to fight to get back. ☀️ ——————————————————————————— { #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #eattobeatit #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexiafight #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #ednos #ednosrecovery #ednoswarrior #prorecoveryana }
anorexiarecover Starting off the day with a healthy breakfast. Trying some oatmeal because it’s calorie dense without really making me feel bloated. This mornings breakfast:
• Oats w/ almond milk + almond butter + blueberries and coconut 
#edrecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexianervosarecovery #breakfast #healthy #gainweight #nobloat #oatmeal #almondbutter #coconut #blueberry #fightthefear #ed #edrecovering
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:11:48
Starting off the day with a healthy breakfast. Trying some oatmeal because it’s calorie dense without really making me feel bloated. This mornings breakfast: • Oats w/ almond milk + almond butter + blueberries and coconut #edrecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexianervosarecovery #breakfast #healthy #gainweight #nobloat #oatmeal #almondbutter #coconut #blueberry #fightthefear #ed #edrecovering
anorexiarecover Lunch snack! King size s’mores treat! Yum 😋 I binged over lunch again 😂 I kept eating the meat and won’t able to stop. Ugh that’s really weird and I felt awkward when my family are staring at me and my mom tried to make me stop binging 😭 but I can’t. #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexia #anorexiarecover #anorexiasucks #anorexicrecovery #beatinganorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatbetternotless #eatingdisorderawareness #edfighter #edfam #edrecovery #foodisnottheenemy #foodfreedom #recoverywin #recoveryanorexia #recoverywarrior #recoveryispossible #strongnotskinny #nourishyourbody #dietculturedropout #extremehunger
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 22:08:23
Lunch snack! King size s’mores treat! Yum 😋 I binged over lunch again 😂 I kept eating the meat and won’t able to stop. Ugh that’s really weird and I felt awkward when my family are staring at me and my mom tried to make me stop binging 😭 but I can’t. #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexia #anorexiarecover #anorexiasucks #anorexicrecovery #beatinganorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatbetternotless #eatingdisorderawareness #edfighter #edfam #edrecovery #foodisnottheenemy #foodfreedom #recoverywin #recoveryanorexia #recoverywarrior #recoveryispossible #strongnotskinny #nourishyourbody #dietculturedropout #extremehunger
anorexiarecover POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNING

Today was a really hard day because my mom has an intestinal flu/issue and only ate a few pieces of rusk and a bit of rice with soup ... I mean I know that’s only one day and on normal days she eats way more than me but it was still a big challenge to eat a proper meal while my mom eats 1/2 rusk. Yesterday we played to go to visit my grandparents and go out for dinner today but because my mom didn’t felt so good we stayed at home and I had to plan a spontaneous dinner... Stress was definitely there... as specially because my mom definitely wanted to have some rice and I am so afraid of rice. An other thing I am constantly thinking about is that we got a letter from the clinic I applied for my next inpatient treatment... I mean I don’t have a precise date but it was a reminder, a reminder that I have to get better, in anytime soon I have to go there, eating a lot of food, having therapy and the most fearful thing ... GAINING WEIGHT. I mean I always say “I have send my application, I am waiting and I will get better when I’m there” but actually I don’t want to ... I don’t want to change something even though it will save my life... I don’t even know if I want to be saved or if i will continue disappearing into the universe. Sorry but my mind is getting darker every day. 
#anorexianervosarecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryishardbutpossible #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeait #iamstrong #iamworthit #iamenough #food #foodisfuel #foodisnottheenemy #foodisnotyourenemy #foodisnottheproblem #youarestrong #youareenough #youareworthrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #taketime #bodypositive #anorexiarecover #anorexierecovery #iamnotanorexia #iamnotmyweight #fuckyouanorexia
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 21:38:53
POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNING Today was a really hard day because my mom has an intestinal flu/issue and only ate a few pieces of rusk and a bit of rice with soup ... I mean I know that’s only one day and on normal days she eats way more than me but it was still a big challenge to eat a proper meal while my mom eats 1/2 rusk. Yesterday we played to go to visit my grandparents and go out for dinner today but because my mom didn’t felt so good we stayed at home and I had to plan a spontaneous dinner... Stress was definitely there... as specially because my mom definitely wanted to have some rice and I am so afraid of rice. An other thing I am constantly thinking about is that we got a letter from the clinic I applied for my next inpatient treatment... I mean I don’t have a precise date but it was a reminder, a reminder that I have to get better, in anytime soon I have to go there, eating a lot of food, having therapy and the most fearful thing ... GAINING WEIGHT. I mean I always say “I have send my application, I am waiting and I will get better when I’m there” but actually I don’t want to ... I don’t want to change something even though it will save my life... I don’t even know if I want to be saved or if i will continue disappearing into the universe. Sorry but my mind is getting darker every day. #anorexianervosarecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryishardbutpossible #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeait #iamstrong #iamworthit #iamenough #food #foodisfuel #foodisnottheenemy #foodisnotyourenemy #foodisnottheproblem #youarestrong #youareenough #youareworthrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #taketime #bodypositive #anorexiarecover #anorexierecovery #iamnotanorexia #iamnotmyweight #fuckyouanorexia
anorexiarecover | i can’t go to brighton without getting tortilla because where i live they don’t have one - i’m not gonna lie i’m really struggling with body image since my appointment today confirmed that i gained over 2kg in just 2 weeks... i’m trying to stay positive and remember that this is a good thing and like @recovering_mary_bxtchx says we gain fairy dust not weight!! 🧚‍♀️ i’m one step to getting my life back and that’s an amazing thing no matter what ana says 💛
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 21:35:57
| i can’t go to brighton without getting tortilla because where i live they don’t have one - i’m not gonna lie i’m really struggling with body image since my appointment today confirmed that i gained over 2kg in just 2 weeks... i’m trying to stay positive and remember that this is a good thing and like @recovering_mary_bxtchx says we gain fairy dust not weight!! 🧚‍♀️ i’m one step to getting my life back and that’s an amazing thing no matter what ana says 💛 »»——⍟——«« #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecover #anorexiafight #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiasucks #anorexiafighter #anorexiasoldier #anorexiawontwin #anorexiawarrior #beatana #ana #ed #strongnotskinny #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #bulimia #bulimianervosa #bulimiarecovery
anorexiarecover I am terribly sorry.
For all the pain you have endured since age 13, to the current behaviors that weaken your strength.i have torn you down. Your hips match the curve of every planet, yet I treat you like anything other than worldly.i’ve dissected you to release pressure from my veins, never giving thoughts to the memories I would leave on your skin.I have been selfish towards you. I push and I push, till your weak and yet you don’t seem to crumble.body forgive me. You did not deserve the things I’ve done to you or the thoughts that run through my mind about you now. Thank you, thank you for sticking around longer than I could have ever asked. Thank you for not letting me drown in my vomit and addictions. Thank you for the adventures you allow me to venture into and the love ,your heart and mind allow me to exude when I see something beautiful. I am forever in your debt. However, forgive me for still not seeing the strength in your arms, the places you will take me with your legs, and the smile that allows me to connect in only ways a body can to another body. I vow to value the relationship between us. I am in the deepest sorrow for what I have done to you.
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 21:33:32
I am terribly sorry. For all the pain you have endured since age 13, to the current behaviors that weaken your strength.i have torn you down. Your hips match the curve of every planet, yet I treat you like anything other than worldly.i’ve dissected you to release pressure from my veins, never giving thoughts to the memories I would leave on your skin.I have been selfish towards you. I push and I push, till your weak and yet you don’t seem to crumble.body forgive me. You did not deserve the things I’ve done to you or the thoughts that run through my mind about you now. Thank you, thank you for sticking around longer than I could have ever asked. Thank you for not letting me drown in my vomit and addictions. Thank you for the adventures you allow me to venture into and the love ,your heart and mind allow me to exude when I see something beautiful. I am forever in your debt. However, forgive me for still not seeing the strength in your arms, the places you will take me with your legs, and the smile that allows me to connect in only ways a body can to another body. I vow to value the relationship between us. I am in the deepest sorrow for what I have done to you.
anorexiarecover Having years of ED’s and body dysmorphia means it’s been over a decade since I last saw myself for what everyone else sees. I see something completely different. I’ve avoided self portraits for years because I was too afraid to see what I really look like and have it permanently etched on paper in front of me. Turns out, not as bad as I thought? Calling this a recovery win and as the first piece I’ve completed since January.
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 21:20:56
Having years of ED’s and body dysmorphia means it’s been over a decade since I last saw myself for what everyone else sees. I see something completely different. I’ve avoided self portraits for years because I was too afraid to see what I really look like and have it permanently etched on paper in front of me. Turns out, not as bad as I thought? Calling this a recovery win and as the first piece I’ve completed since January.
anorexiarecover Tonight's #dinner was a bread roll with peanut butter, jam, golden syrup and a banana.
It was kinda like having breakfast for dinner but I was craving it so...yeah that's what I had.
For #dessert I had an ice cream cone.💕 I also had a night snack later but I didn't take a picture of that (it was cereal and a small pack of Livia's salted caramel million squares)
I hope you're all doing well!!
Good night everyone!💕
Stay strong!!💗
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 21:20:27
Tonight's #dinner was a bread roll with peanut butter, jam, golden syrup and a banana. It was kinda like having breakfast for dinner but I was craving it so...yeah that's what I had. For #dessert I had an ice cream cone.💕 I also had a night snack later but I didn't take a picture of that (it was cereal and a small pack of Livia's salted caramel million squares) I hope you're all doing well!! Good night everyone!💕 Stay strong!!💗 . . . {#anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #fearfood #anorexiasucks #fuckanorexia #beatanorexia #edfighter #ed #edfight #anorexiafighter #anorexiafight #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #beatana #eatingdisorderecovery #ana #recoveryisworthit #edrecovery #edrecover #beatingana #anorexiawarrior #beatanorexia #eatittobeatit #eattobeat #strongnotskinny }
anorexiarecover 2008 - 2019 🎀  I've been busy adding 20 kilos to my tall body, falling in love with life and finding my purpose. Life is a wonderful journey... I'm so glad I'm still here to talk about it and help others taking back their lives
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 21:15:37
2008 - 2019 🎀 I've been busy adding 20 kilos to my tall body, falling in love with life and finding my purpose. Life is a wonderful journey... I'm so glad I'm still here to talk about it and help others taking back their lives
anorexiarecover #FDOE 23/7-2019

#breakfast •porridge•toast with Nutella, butter and cheese•juice•
#morningsnack •musli top•2 rice cakes•
#lunch •2 mozzarella and pesto toasts (grilled cheese•
#afternoonsnack •a huge ice cream•
#Dinner•chicken•burger•bulges•
tzataiki•
#nightsnack •yoghurt with cereal•toast with Nutella, butter and cheese•chocolate•strawberry•
Keep fighting 💓💖 •

Hoppas ni har haft en bra dag, imorgon har jag vägning🥴men efter det ska vi till en strand och ha ”picknick”😍 #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #recovery #recoverywin #minniemaudrecovery #minniemaud
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 21:15:06
#FDOE 23/7-2019 #breakfast •porridge•toast with Nutella, butter and cheese•juice• #morningsnack •musli top•2 rice cakes• #lunch •2 mozzarella and pesto toasts (grilled cheese• #afternoonsnack •a huge ice cream• #Dinner•chicken•burger•bulges• tzataiki• #nightsnack •yoghurt with cereal•toast with Nutella, butter and cheese•chocolate•strawberry• Keep fighting 💓💖 • Hoppas ni har haft en bra dag, imorgon har jag vägning🥴men efter det ska vi till en strand och ha ”picknick”😍 #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #recovery #recoverywin #minniemaudrecovery #minniemaud
anorexiarecover Hey everyone!! I’ve been inpatient for over 2 weeks now and I’m doing a lot better. Not everyday is easy, eating is definitely hard but I have a great team helping me out. I’m starting to get passes and try to eat with my meal plan outside the hospital so today was a huge challenge first KD in 2 years ahhh yay for recovery #ed #edrecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:50:50
Hey everyone!! I’ve been inpatient for over 2 weeks now and I’m doing a lot better. Not everyday is easy, eating is definitely hard but I have a great team helping me out. I’m starting to get passes and try to eat with my meal plan outside the hospital so today was a huge challenge first KD in 2 years ahhh yay for recovery #ed #edrecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecover #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:46:13
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anorexiarecover Giorno 4
23/07/2019
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Cena con:
🌻Burger Vegetale🥩di melanzane e pomodori🍆🍅
🌻Carote🥕
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Stasera🌌sono andata sul vegetariano perché ne avevo voglia, sono passata dal supermercato e l'ho comprato: era buonissimo!🤤 Precedentemente verso le 19:05🕖 avevo mangiato un fruttino alla mela perché avevo fame.😂
Oggi pomeriggio🌅 sono uscita con la mia amica👭e domani andrò con lei al mare⛱. Ora invece sto andando al cinema📽con mamma👩🏻.
Oggi giornata anche molto ventosa🌬 e niente di particolare.
#edrecovery #ed #ana #anorexiarecover #anorexiaricovery #anoressiaitalia #anoressia #anafigher #anafight #fuckana #fuckanoressia #fuckanorexia #recoverywin #fearfood #dinner #cena
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:44:26
Giorno 4 23/07/2019 __________________________ Cena con: 🌻Burger Vegetale🥩di melanzane e pomodori🍆🍅 🌻Carote🥕 __________________________ Stasera🌌sono andata sul vegetariano perché ne avevo voglia, sono passata dal supermercato e l'ho comprato: era buonissimo!🤤 Precedentemente verso le 19:05🕖 avevo mangiato un fruttino alla mela perché avevo fame.😂 Oggi pomeriggio🌅 sono uscita con la mia amica👭e domani andrò con lei al mare⛱. Ora invece sto andando al cinema📽con mamma👩🏻. Oggi giornata anche molto ventosa🌬 e niente di particolare. #edrecovery #ed #ana #anorexiarecover #anorexiaricovery #anoressiaitalia #anoressia #anafigher #anafight #fuckana #fuckanoressia #fuckanorexia #recoverywin #fearfood #dinner #cena
anorexiarecover | HALLOUMI FRIES!!!! this was really hard to get down and i mean like REALLY hard - last time i shared it with my mum my brother and my sister so i only had one but this time i gave one to my mum, one to my dad and ate the rest myself 🙊
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#anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecover #anorexiafight #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiasucks #anorexiafighter #anorexiasoldier #anorexiawontwin #anorexiawarrior #beatana #ana #ed #strongnotskinny #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #bulimia #bulimianervosa #bulimiarecovery
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:41:37
| HALLOUMI FRIES!!!! this was really hard to get down and i mean like REALLY hard - last time i shared it with my mum my brother and my sister so i only had one but this time i gave one to my mum, one to my dad and ate the rest myself 🙊 »»——⍟——«« #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecover #anorexiafight #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiasucks #anorexiafighter #anorexiasoldier #anorexiawontwin #anorexiawarrior #beatana #ana #ed #strongnotskinny #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #bulimia #bulimianervosa #bulimiarecovery
anorexiarecover Strach zůstat, kde teď jsi... chceš se pohnout někam dál, objevit nové, ale v tom ti brání opačný strach, strach z nového, který tě nenechá vybočit ze starých osvědčených kolejí, které jsou ti pohodlné, ve kterých víš, že nezakopneš... Máš v sobě chtíč objevovat nové zkušenosti, chutě, lidi, místa,... ale jsou tam myšlenky, co když se vydáš právě na cestu objevování a spadneš přímo do propasti, ze které se budeš těžko vyhrabává a tím ztratíš drahocený čas, kdy jsi mohla být v klidu se svým ‘pohodlným’ režimem. 
Ale co když právě tímto opakováním stále stejné cesty ztrácíš né spadnutí do propasti, ale objevení něčeho famózního, nového a ještě lepšího! ‘Eliško’, máš v hlavě takových plánů a jediný co tě od nich drží je právě tento tebou nastavený strach, klec kterou sis kolem sebe postavila a přes kterou prostě ‘nechceš’ ven. Moc přemýšlíš nad tím, co špatného se může stát a kde jsou myšlenky, co dobrého tě může potkat?. Co takhle to vyměnit za myšlenky na to dobré a ze špatných zaškobrtnutí na nové cestě vytvořit dobré zkušenosti. Žádná zkušenost není špatná, všechny jsou v něčem dobré a užitečné! 
#kuchtimsell #kdejevuletamjecesta #prekonavamsvojestrachy #překonávámstrachy #prekonavamlimity #tadyated #žítlépe #mojevize #pozitivnesmaky #positive #positivevibes #mindfulness #mindful #happy #healthyfood #healthybreakfast #vegan #plantbased #plantfood #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderecovery #eatforhealth #anorexia #anorexiarecover #poruchaprijmupotravy #ppp #tohlejsemja #zivot
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:25:02
Strach zůstat, kde teď jsi... chceš se pohnout někam dál, objevit nové, ale v tom ti brání opačný strach, strach z nového, který tě nenechá vybočit ze starých osvědčených kolejí, které jsou ti pohodlné, ve kterých víš, že nezakopneš... Máš v sobě chtíč objevovat nové zkušenosti, chutě, lidi, místa,... ale jsou tam myšlenky, co když se vydáš právě na cestu objevování a spadneš přímo do propasti, ze které se budeš těžko vyhrabává a tím ztratíš drahocený čas, kdy jsi mohla být v klidu se svým ‘pohodlným’ režimem. Ale co když právě tímto opakováním stále stejné cesty ztrácíš né spadnutí do propasti, ale objevení něčeho famózního, nového a ještě lepšího! ‘Eliško’, máš v hlavě takových plánů a jediný co tě od nich drží je právě tento tebou nastavený strach, klec kterou sis kolem sebe postavila a přes kterou prostě ‘nechceš’ ven. Moc přemýšlíš nad tím, co špatného se může stát a kde jsou myšlenky, co dobrého tě může potkat?. Co takhle to vyměnit za myšlenky na to dobré a ze špatných zaškobrtnutí na nové cestě vytvořit dobré zkušenosti. Žádná zkušenost není špatná, všechny jsou v něčem dobré a užitečné! #kuchtimsell #kdejevuletamjecesta #prekonavamsvojestrachy #překonávámstrachy #prekonavamlimity #tadyated #žítlépe #mojevize #pozitivnesmaky #positive #positivevibes #mindfulness #mindful #happy #healthyfood #healthybreakfast #vegan #plantbased #plantfood #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderecovery #eatforhealth #anorexia #anorexiarecover #poruchaprijmupotravy #ppp #tohlejsemja #zivot
anorexiarecover | some snacks i had today - the first pic is a calzone from my school because it was the last day which means i won’t be able to have one for 6 weeks and they are toooo good🤤 
the second pic is just my fav protein bar which is literally heavenly it tastes just like a normal choco bar 💛
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:24:59
| some snacks i had today - the first pic is a calzone from my school because it was the last day which means i won’t be able to have one for 6 weeks and they are toooo good🤤 the second pic is just my fav protein bar which is literally heavenly it tastes just like a normal choco bar 💛 »»——⍟——«« #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecover #anorexiafight #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiasucks #anorexiafighter #anorexiasoldier #anorexiawontwin #anorexiawarrior #beatana #ana #ed #strongnotskinny #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #bulimia #bulimianervosa #bulimiarecovery
anorexiarecover Chia seeds
Yogurt
Raspberry
Chocolate chips
Apple in hot butter
Cinnamon 
#healthyfood #veganfood #vegan #veganrecipes #vegetarian #vegetarianrecipes #oatmeal #foodporn #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #freshfood 
#sugarfree #sugarfreevegan
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:24:30
Chia seeds Yogurt Raspberry Chocolate chips Apple in hot butter Cinnamon #healthyfood #veganfood #vegan #veganrecipes #vegetarian #vegetarianrecipes #oatmeal #foodporn #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #freshfood #sugarfree #sugarfreevegan
anorexiarecover 23/07/2019
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thᥱ trᥙth ᥲboᥙt thᥱ rᥱᥣᥲtιoᥒshιρ ᥕιth ᥲᥒᥲ

i’ve seen this girl named ana,
she’s pretty, thin & tall.
she has the smallest frame i’ve ever seen
and not one single flaw.

i met this girl named ana,
she introduced herself today.
she seemed so very nice & kind,
she said she wants to stay.

i know this girl named ana,
she’s so perfect, isn’t it true?
i feel so fat next to her,
but she said she’ll make me skinny too.

i’m friends with this girl named ana,
she makes me eating less.
hating the person in the mirror,
my life becomes a mess.

my best friend is this girl named ana,
i want her to always stay,
all my other friends have left,
but i think she’ll never stray.

the only one i listen to is ana,
she seems smart and full of advice,
i’m starting to get smaller,
my health is the only sacrifice.

i’m now scared of this girl named ana,
i can’t get her out of my head.
it finally occurred to me,
that she wants to see me dead.

i hate this girl named ana,
she makes my life a living hell.
someone please hear my silent screams,
cause she won’t let me tell.

my worst enemy is this girl named ana,
she’s a demon in my head.
she seemed so very nice at first,
but i was so mislead.

i’m prisoner to this girl named ana,
i’m captive to her will.
i can’t help but to do what she says,
she calls me ‘fatty’ still.

my murderer is this girl named ana,
she starved me to my grave.
my heart stopped beating,
i just couldn’t continue being brave...🥀
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bitte, bitte lasst diese krankheit nicht gewinnen. ich weiss es ist schwer, so so schwer. aber früher oder später werdet ihr so ⤴️ enden, wenn ihr nicht gegen sie geht. ich muss selber momentan rausfinden wie ich mich wieder etwas von ihr lösen kann. bleibt stark, ihr schafft das.🙏🏽
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:17:41
23/07/2019 - thᥱ trᥙth ᥲboᥙt thᥱ rᥱᥣᥲtιoᥒshιρ ᥕιth ᥲᥒᥲ i’ve seen this girl named ana, she’s pretty, thin & tall. she has the smallest frame i’ve ever seen and not one single flaw. i met this girl named ana, she introduced herself today. she seemed so very nice & kind, she said she wants to stay. i know this girl named ana, she’s so perfect, isn’t it true? i feel so fat next to her, but she said she’ll make me skinny too. i’m friends with this girl named ana, she makes me eating less. hating the person in the mirror, my life becomes a mess. my best friend is this girl named ana, i want her to always stay, all my other friends have left, but i think she’ll never stray. the only one i listen to is ana, she seems smart and full of advice, i’m starting to get smaller, my health is the only sacrifice. i’m now scared of this girl named ana, i can’t get her out of my head. it finally occurred to me, that she wants to see me dead. i hate this girl named ana, she makes my life a living hell. someone please hear my silent screams, cause she won’t let me tell. my worst enemy is this girl named ana, she’s a demon in my head. she seemed so very nice at first, but i was so mislead. i’m prisoner to this girl named ana, i’m captive to her will. i can’t help but to do what she says, she calls me ‘fatty’ still. my murderer is this girl named ana, she starved me to my grave. my heart stopped beating, i just couldn’t continue being brave...🥀 - bitte, bitte lasst diese krankheit nicht gewinnen. ich weiss es ist schwer, so so schwer. aber früher oder später werdet ihr so ⤴️ enden, wenn ihr nicht gegen sie geht. ich muss selber momentan rausfinden wie ich mich wieder etwas von ihr lösen kann. bleibt stark, ihr schafft das.🙏🏽
anorexiarecover Chia seeds
Yogurt
Raspberry
Chocolate chips
Apple in hot butter
Cinnamon 
#healthyfood #veganfood #vegan #veganrecipes #vegetarian #vegetarianrecipes #oatmeal #foodporn #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #freshfood 
#sugarfree #sugarfreevegan
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:12:31
Chia seeds Yogurt Raspberry Chocolate chips Apple in hot butter Cinnamon #healthyfood #veganfood #vegan #veganrecipes #vegetarian #vegetarianrecipes #oatmeal #foodporn #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #freshfood #sugarfree #sugarfreevegan
anorexiarecover what I ate today part 2
DINNER-
2 salmon fish cakes
Peas and peppers
EVENING SNACK-
15g nuts
30g apricots

#anorexia #anorexiarecover #anorexiarecovering #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecoverymeal #anorexiarecoveryfood #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexianervosarecover #anorexiafight #anorexiafighter #anorexiasucks
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:11:30
what I ate today part 2 DINNER- 2 salmon fish cakes Peas and peppers EVENING SNACK- 15g nuts 30g apricots #anorexia #anorexiarecover #anorexiarecovering #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecoverymeal #anorexiarecoveryfood #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexianervosarecover #anorexiafight #anorexiafighter #anorexiasucks
anorexiarecover Chia seeds
Yogurt
Raspberry
Chocolate chips
Apple in hot butter
Cinnamon 
#healthyfood #veganfood #vegan #veganrecipes #vegetarian #vegetarianrecipes #oatmeal #foodporn #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #freshfood 
#sugarfree #sugarfreevegan
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:10:12
Chia seeds Yogurt Raspberry Chocolate chips Apple in hot butter Cinnamon #healthyfood #veganfood #vegan #veganrecipes #vegetarian #vegetarianrecipes #oatmeal #foodporn #anorexiafight #anorexiarecover #freshfood #sugarfree #sugarfreevegan
anorexiarecover What I ate today part 1
BREAKFAST-
60g oats
200ml milk
1 banana
SNACK 1-
Apple
15g almonds
LUNCH-
Chicken and spinach sandwich with wholemeal bread
Satsuma 
#anorexia #anorexiarecover #anorexiarecovering #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecoverymeal #anorexiarecoveryfood #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexianervosarecover #anorexiaproblem #anorexiafight #anorexiafighter #anorexiasucks #fightanorexia #recoveryanorexia
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:07:41
What I ate today part 1 BREAKFAST- 60g oats 200ml milk 1 banana SNACK 1- Apple 15g almonds LUNCH- Chicken and spinach sandwich with wholemeal bread Satsuma #anorexia #anorexiarecover #anorexiarecovering #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecoverymeal #anorexiarecoveryfood #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexianervosarecover #anorexiaproblem #anorexiafight #anorexiafighter #anorexiasucks #fightanorexia #recoveryanorexia
anorexiarecover | BREAKFAST was my usual oats plus two crumpets and i had some biscuits as well because i had my camhs appointment today n i’ll let u know how that went in another post 💛
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#anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecover #anorexiafight #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiasucks #anorexiafighter #anorexiasoldier #anorexiawontwin #anorexiawarrior #beatana #ana #ed #strongnotskinny #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #bulimia #bulimianervosa #bulimiarecovery
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:05:32
| BREAKFAST was my usual oats plus two crumpets and i had some biscuits as well because i had my camhs appointment today n i’ll let u know how that went in another post 💛 »»——⍟——«« #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecover #anorexiafight #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiasucks #anorexiafighter #anorexiasoldier #anorexiawontwin #anorexiawarrior #beatana #ana #ed #strongnotskinny #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #bulimia #bulimianervosa #bulimiarecovery
anorexiarecover EATING OUT 🍴 •
- Going out for food is a HUGE ana no no. I eat the same foods day in day out but that just can’t be the case when your in a different country. •
- So we challenge ourselves? Yes we do! I mean this was probably the 6th restaurant I chose after walking around, it wasn’t easy 😬
•
- But we settled here and I had a Tuna salad with boiled egg, a lot more calories than usual lunchtime cals. •
- I need to start introducing them carbs though! Next challenge? Let’s see 👀 Hope you’re all good and having a fab day xoxoxo
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 20:05:28
EATING OUT 🍴 • - Going out for food is a HUGE ana no no. I eat the same foods day in day out but that just can’t be the case when your in a different country. • - So we challenge ourselves? Yes we do! I mean this was probably the 6th restaurant I chose after walking around, it wasn’t easy 😬 • - But we settled here and I had a Tuna salad with boiled egg, a lot more calories than usual lunchtime cals. • - I need to start introducing them carbs though! Next challenge? Let’s see 👀 Hope you’re all good and having a fab day xoxoxo
anorexiarecover i’m begging if anyone has anything say, to help prevent, or stop or just motivation not to keep on abusing lax please  comment or message me. whether you’ve experienced the same struggle or not or just feel like you’re able to. please i’m begging you. i truly am begging
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 19:51:13
i’m begging if anyone has anything say, to help prevent, or stop or just motivation not to keep on abusing lax please comment or message me. whether you’ve experienced the same struggle or not or just feel like you’re able to. please i’m begging you. i truly am begging
anorexiarecover 23. July 2019
#Breakfast - Koldskål – Danish Summer Buttermilk Dish
#MorningSnack - oreos and apple
#Lunch - panini and cucumbers + carrots
#Afternoonsnack - donut peach and mini chocolate rolled cake
#Dinner - pizza
#Nightsnack - cherries and gummies ❗️Not all meals are included in this post❗️
⚡️sw/starting weight: 39kg/85lbs
#anorexiafighter #anorexia #EDfighter #Recovery #eatingdisorder #recovering #EDrecovery #anorexiarecover #food #fearfood #EDwarrior #recoverywin #anorexiarecovering #anarecovery #anorexiafight #mealplan
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 19:32:03
23. July 2019 #Breakfast - Koldskål – Danish Summer Buttermilk Dish #MorningSnack - oreos and apple #Lunch - panini and cucumbers + carrots #Afternoonsnack - donut peach and mini chocolate rolled cake #Dinner - pizza #Nightsnack - cherries and gummies ❗️Not all meals are included in this post❗️ ⚡️sw/starting weight: 39kg/85lbs #anorexiafighter #anorexia #EDfighter #Recovery #eatingdisorder #recovering #EDrecovery #anorexiarecover #food #fearfood #EDwarrior #recoverywin #anorexiarecovering #anarecovery #anorexiafight #mealplan
anorexiarecover Photo 1: ce midi
Photo 2: dans un café, jus pressé 🍊
Photo 3: ma bouillasse. 
J’ai tenté de faire une galette de sarrasin et…Bha je sais pas 🤷🏻‍♀️ mais c’était pas euh.... 😂😂 elle était bonne. 
J’ai rajouté une tomate et un FEARFOOD: du fromage de chèvre 🐐 
Et un fromage blanc. 
Je fais n’importe quoi en ce moment. Je recommence le sport 🏋️‍♀️ (maison) (pas encore en excès), mais je marche 🚶🏼‍♀️ beaucoup aussi. 
J’essaie de compenser…mais j’ai mal au ventre et j’en peux plus. J’ai peur. Peur de tout. 
Demain mon amie vient avec ma balance. Mais ce ne sera pas avant 11h...je dois partir à 11h30…je stress. Je stress tellement. 
Je suis sûre d’avoir pris énormément mais...est-ce la voix d’Ana? 
J’ai peur. 
J’ai peur mais je ne lâche rien. Et je ne lâcherai rien. 💪🏻💪🏻 #anorexia #anorexiafight #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #anorexianervosarecovery #ana #anarecover #anorexiemoncombat #anoréxica #anorexiawarriors #anorexierestrictive #fighter #ed #edfamiliy #tca #tcarecovery #fearfood #monassiettemoche #followyourdreams #badbodyimage #guiltybutproud #guilty #hard
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Posted at: 2019-07-23 19:29:18
Photo 1: ce midi Photo 2: dans un café, jus pressé 🍊 Photo 3: ma bouillasse. J’ai tenté de faire une galette de sarrasin et…Bha je sais pas 🤷🏻‍♀️ mais c’était pas euh.... 😂😂 elle était bonne. J’ai rajouté une tomate et un FEARFOOD: du fromage de chèvre 🐐 Et un fromage blanc. Je fais n’importe quoi en ce moment. Je recommence le sport 🏋️‍♀️ (maison) (pas encore en excès), mais je marche 🚶🏼‍♀️ beaucoup aussi. J’essaie de compenser…mais j’ai mal au ventre et j’en peux plus. J’ai peur. Peur de tout. Demain mon amie vient avec ma balance. Mais ce ne sera pas avant 11h...je dois partir à 11h30…je stress. Je stress tellement. Je suis sûre d’avoir pris énormément mais...est-ce la voix d’Ana? J’ai peur. J’ai peur mais je ne lâche rien. Et je ne lâcherai rien. 💪🏻💪🏻 #anorexia #anorexiafight #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #anorexianervosarecovery #ana #anarecover #anorexiemoncombat #anoréxica #anorexiawarriors #anorexierestrictive #fighter #ed #edfamiliy #tca #tcarecovery #fearfood #monassiettemoche #followyourdreams #badbodyimage #guiltybutproud #guilty #hard
anorexiarecover OK let's talk about compulsive movement.....
, now let me begin by saying that not everybody struggles with compulsive movement and your struggles and no more or less valid if you have or haven't dealt with it.
Now when our body is in a state of famine its migration affect kicks in and we feel compulsed to move a lot and eat very little. Stopping full blown exercise will be an obvious first step in recovery but it's those cheeky niggling thoughts and behaviours that feel almost impossible to stop.
These can be things like :
Standing when you could be sitting
Taking the washing up one piece at a time
Going up and down the stairs
Always jiggling your legs
Having to get up and down if anyone else does.
All almost unnoticeable to others but will hurt and set back your recovery the most.
The important thing that you realise is that you CAN stop
Only you
No one can do it for you
You have to make that constant decision of no following through with those compulsions. I'm doing this post as its something that I feel is one of the last things that is holding me back from full recovery. But I shit you not this has been one of the most mentally challenging and its still not easy AT ALL but I know that it will be worth it
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Posted at: 2019-07-20 18:27:23
OK let's talk about compulsive movement..... , now let me begin by saying that not everybody struggles with compulsive movement and your struggles and no more or less valid if you have or haven't dealt with it. Now when our body is in a state of famine its migration affect kicks in and we feel compulsed to move a lot and eat very little. Stopping full blown exercise will be an obvious first step in recovery but it's those cheeky niggling thoughts and behaviours that feel almost impossible to stop. These can be things like : Standing when you could be sitting Taking the washing up one piece at a time Going up and down the stairs Always jiggling your legs Having to get up and down if anyone else does. All almost unnoticeable to others but will hurt and set back your recovery the most. The important thing that you realise is that you CAN stop Only you No one can do it for you You have to make that constant decision of no following through with those compulsions. I'm doing this post as its something that I feel is one of the last things that is holding me back from full recovery. But I shit you not this has been one of the most mentally challenging and its still not easy AT ALL but I know that it will be worth it
anorexiarecover HOLY fuckin shit balls this is INSANE
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Posted at: 2019-06-24 19:49:29
HOLY fuckin shit balls this is INSANE
anorexiarecover [cRuSh CuLtUrE🥀] i am so grateful for many people in this community, me and dory want u to all look after yourself and know that you are beautiful and you WILL beat this ^o^ (,sorry I couldn't tag everyone)
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Posted at: 2019-03-15 21:04:41
[cRuSh CuLtUrE🥀] i am so grateful for many people in this community, me and dory want u to all look after yourself and know that you are beautiful and you WILL beat this ^o^ (,sorry I couldn't tag everyone)
anorexiarecover For eating disorder awareness week I would like to address before and after pictures. It seems to me that in order to get attention from the media and to spread awareness effectively people need to provide a shock factor of the physical damage that some and only SOME eating disorders have. This does not do anything but re-enforce what societies stigma is on eating disorders: thin rich white girls. I'm sure that people who post these before and after pictures are in no way posting them out of any bad place but I truly believe that they often do more harm than good. Personally when I was a lot earlier in my recovery and I would see these pictures on my timeline and feel invalid, pictures of tubes and showing body checks or wheelchairs, they did not make me want recovery in order to achieve the after image in fact they made me want to get even worse than their before. With the competitive nature of eating disorders its truly a competition on who can be the illest and seeing these photos makes that goal more and more dangerous. I am in no way shape or form hating on anyone who has posted these pictures but I just want to put my word out there ❤️
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Posted at: 2019-02-26 20:43:49
For eating disorder awareness week I would like to address before and after pictures. It seems to me that in order to get attention from the media and to spread awareness effectively people need to provide a shock factor of the physical damage that some and only SOME eating disorders have. This does not do anything but re-enforce what societies stigma is on eating disorders: thin rich white girls. I'm sure that people who post these before and after pictures are in no way posting them out of any bad place but I truly believe that they often do more harm than good. Personally when I was a lot earlier in my recovery and I would see these pictures on my timeline and feel invalid, pictures of tubes and showing body checks or wheelchairs, they did not make me want recovery in order to achieve the after image in fact they made me want to get even worse than their before. With the competitive nature of eating disorders its truly a competition on who can be the illest and seeing these photos makes that goal more and more dangerous. I am in no way shape or form hating on anyone who has posted these pictures but I just want to put my word out there ❤️


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